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YEP ITS THAT YEAR! SO GOODBYE 2013 AND HELLO 2014!

For the most part I have to admit a lot has changed over the last few years. and for the most part I've have been struggling to keep myself up float in this economy. going to school, having a job, and drawing is pretty tough. that and trying to keep up in my studies. and I've haven't been posting a lot of my art lately in this site or any site. because I'm still trying to learn on my craft and also try to learn new tricks. I really need to get some new stuff considering my tablet is so annoying to use, and trying to draw something with it annoy's the hell out of me > I really need to get a new one.

Other than that I a few less problems that I have to worry about but I'm trying to do the best I can to keep up with my stuff. I'm working on different styles of art and also trying to learn more things so I can better market myself to the industry ( trying to get a career is tough but its the job I wanted to go into) so I wanted to make sure that I can find a way to take care of that. I don't know if I wanted to go to school in a few years. because of where I want to go. I'm not saying that I haven't decided on what field but decided whether which school can I get the most benefit's without putting myself into a big hole of debt.

Its annoying I have to figure out what to do for now. I know I want to do this but man its hard to move forward when you don't know where you want to go.I have an idea but I need to look around more and see if I find the right one. Money is always a issue and also making time for it is tough. that as always I hate the job I'm working at. Ugh I need to get a better job or better yet. a job that I can enjoy and love doing.Since the holiday season is coming up I hope I can work more on attending conventions and working more into knowing more people. seriously its tough enough that there is so much stuff.

anyways I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday and also try to get through the day. I hate it when I have a bad day and have to deal with it. I hate those types of day.

See you around

long time no see. well if you have been wondering what I have been doing I'm back at school studying the best I can. I really have a shitty week in terms on stuff happening. and well during that week I found out that my grandmother just past away this coming Monday. after hearing the news. my mind just when south, I tried to keep everything together by not thinking about it and well I really feel it was tough accepting a relative dying for such a long time. For my Grandma living for about 92 years of her life and being a Great grandmother. she live a great life. just when I was at the funeral, I couldn't shed any tears for her when I was around her. looking at her and seeing her laid perfectly still in her casket I didn't really need to cry for her. she done so much for my family and I wanted to remember her for all that she has done. I did however promise her to pursue my career path. seeing the family photos of what she did I really didn't expect that from her.

other than raising a good family of 5 and having grand Children it was a mile stone! so in honor of that I wanted to give her something back in return. A better life for myself I know that she is gone now but she is in a better place now and I wanted to make her proud. even though its my birthday today I don't feel like its actually necessary to celebrate it  considering what has happen this whole week. I just want to acknowledge that I've have grown another year old in this planet and make sure to fulfill my goals on whatever I needed to do in this world.

thank you and have a pleasant day

Cheers.

well its been about 4 months since I've done a journal entry so to I'll make it brief as short

-busy sketching

-remembering old stuff and re-learning them

- working out (my six pack is starting to come about )

-work

-other stuff

enough said

now since I've gone out of my hole for about 4 months doing that. I was an R.E. fan back in the day until R.E. 5 (still a good game but took a step backwards in the series, plus after seeing Operation raccoon city I felt it could of been better). I mean seriously capcom you made a short story of that game and you put basically one story line for it and multiplayer. if you added the a story line for Jill that would of made it more enjoyable experience in the game and also made it worth more with my money. it could of been a bit lower in price considering the reviews and the amount of content into that. but I wanna get that right out of the way. NOW then! with the main topic of why I'm talking about this!?

after the recent R.E. games (4 being the best in the series in my opinion) I have finally can say that Capcom is really pushing 6th installment in the R.E. series to an all time high.I was wondering about the "newest" resident evil game in the works. apparently from what I've watched in the first trailerwww.youtube.com/watch?v=BmC1lZ…

I was "awwing" over the trailer because it brought back my love for Zombies and the classical feel of R.E. series. the first trailer really blew me away from how they set it up and how they portray it. Finally you can play as Leon from R.E.4 and Chris from R.E.5 together plus a bunch of goodies that Capcom is working on. I was hoping for a Jill and Clair but that's still up in the air which I don't mind. but due to my surprise I was shocked of another character that would be making an appearance.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=LOCB2m… yes you guess it Ada Wong. after watching the recent trailer for R.E.6 I was STOKED!!!! finally capcom has gave me a reason why I should still love Resident Evil. from what I've learned from watching the trailer. It gave me more depth of what is going on in the new story that Capcom is still working on. I don't have to explain much in the first trailer which cover the base of what's going on. however the 2nd trailer really gave me an idea of what's really going on. from what I was thinking from watching it. obviously bio-terrorism is on the loose because of some MAD scientist who just gave a fuck about releasing the virus. 1 government agent trying to piece everything together, 1 BSAA member trying to contained the situation to not let it get out of hand. 1 merc(cough*Albert Jr.) and well the girl in the red scarf.

after reading up on what going on the newest story. I do have an idea of where Ada stands in all of this and hopefully by George doesn't effin die in the newest one (ada is one of my fav's) now you may ask why I'm saying this. well to piece together from what I've saw. Ada has an important roll of picking up of what Albert wesker failed in R.E.5 and basically picking up the pieces of what he'd failed to do. since there was some footage of her talking to Albert Jr. saying that he is the Heir basically hinting the fact that the Merc is going to be a bad guy in the newest game. Leon side of the story is basically trying to get out of dodge because the latest virus that decided to come out of it's little hole. and just start making the newest "thriller" video without Micheal Jackson being in it. and well finding the one responsible behind it.(capcom y u no put back Clair back in) and also Killing the President of the United States to avenged his death. also just to throw it out there if the president died what does that make out of Ashley graham?

On Chris's side is to go on to stop a B.T.A (bio-terrorism attack) in china and also looking for whose doing all this. without jill and decided to bro up with some guy I don't know about (capcom y u no put Jill back in) in the latest disaster.the merc basically a guy for hire named Jake Muller and founding out that He is the New "Albert" in the game along with some girl .

now then here brought the question of why I'm talking about this. basically from what I've saw and though over in a few minutes game gave me a hypothetical guess of how each of those characters motivation and outcome of the story. basically from what I came up with from the recent trailer is very simple.

-Ada Wong is trying to get Jack Muller to join forces with her and cause utter hell to the lastest B.T.A outbreak in the world.

-Leon S. Kennedy figuring out what going on and finding out that Ada was behind it. trying to keep her alive to uphold justice after the death of the President, or having feelings of not killing Ada because of there long Love/Hate relationship til now.

-Chris Redfield also figuring out what going on and it was Ada and killing her because of the death of his men and getting his revenge back for them because of Ada being a Bitch of killing a lot of BSAA memeber's in the process that being Responsible for the B.T.A in China.

-Jack Muller being a Super human Merc for Hire being founded by Ada being recruited by her because of Albert Wesker Blood line toward him. and maybe causing utter hell

and a bunch of of other shit that I don't wanna give a fuck about.

in any case I'm really happy that something like this has happen in the Series in a long time. here is something to think about 2+4=6? don't get the joke? simple Resident evil 2 of the split story of that game(I can't say the original because of the set up of the game and also who'd lived and died in that game plus if they are even still alive in the R.E. universe). Resident evil 4 because of the major changes of the game and the new mechanics of which made a huge leap in the traditional survival horror which felt more action and well feeling more scary in a way. you put 2 of those together and this is what you get. different stories being told in different perspective, refined combat mechanics that added  new elements in the game play. and of course the plot. I'm hoping along the way I will get a chance to pre-order the game and finally trying it out.I hope people who'd love capcom for there dedication of being a juggernaut in the gaming industry finally feeling satisfy that a story this well done should be praised I just hope when the game finally comes out that it doesn't disappoint after all Resident Evil is one of the big games in Capcom's line up. and if this game flops not only that this game would destroy the reputation of the company but also maybe an end of a legacy that started the whole Survival horror movement.

but for now this is what I've come up with and I hope that this one get outstanding review. so capcom if your reading this. just do me a favor and "don't fuck it up!" don't let me down and also the millions of fan's that has supported you guys. please make it worth my money and satisfy me of why you guys keep the Survival horror genre alive.

thanks for reading and if you excuse me I'd got some drawing to sketch. Photo shop to re-learn, and some new pic project to think up.

see you around and don't get lost.

well for me since I haven't submitting a lot of work I wanna take the time and say for anyone around the world a "happy new year" I'd learned a lot from my experience and saw there is a bit of growing up for me to do. I saw a few things about my self and I wanna take the time to change all of that.

I know that I have a long road ahead of me but I wanna be someone next year and show the world of who I am.

for now I seen myself of who I am today and realize there is more potential for myself. and also that I need to improve. overall I learned a lot about myself and I wanna start fresh again this year. I wanna make sure that I didn't waste my time and disappoint myself over the long journey that I've been through.

I hope everyone has a bangin' time and cheers to the new year.

let your actions and words be your tools.  and  let your motivation and your spirit be your battle cry.

fight for what you believe in and light will shine upon you.